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Name: Amanda
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Bakersfield
Birthday: 6/12/1986
Gender: Female


Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Business


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Member Since: 10/20/2005

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

I see the way you talk to her
I see the way she touches you
Does this brown haired girl grab your attention?
Is she the new object of your affection?
Do you see forever with this girl?
You are her oyster, is she your pearl?
What is this infatuation I don't understand
For the past 2 years you have been my man.

I HATE THE WAY YOU BLOW ME OFF
I HATE THAT YOU TREAT ME LIKE A PESTY MOTH
Does my love mean nothing to you?
Is that the reason you leave me so blue?
Can you not see that I am under your spell?
You are my heaven, am I your hell?
What is this punishment I am getting from you?
Can we please go back and start anew?

I miss the way you look at me
I miss the way I made you smile
Does this mean we are over and this is the end?
Has your patience for us stretched too thin?
Can you not see the pain your are inflicting?
When will you notice I am a time bomb ticking?
Explain the way that I am right now feeling
Because all I can do is stare at the ceiling.



Tuesday, November 14, 2006


Going insane as events

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°¡DYING FROM THE FEELINGS!°

°¡HIDING FROM THE PAIN!°


As my heart simply 

 

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My mind slowly 

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©2006 Amanda J. Yantis-Davis


With feelings guarded behind thrown up walls

He hides his pain

Jumping from one tangent to the next

Never stopping to breathe

His mind is full of all kinds of things

His worries are those he cannot fix

Which makes him angrier

He does not want to be consoled

He does not want a hand to hold

Affection is not his top priority

Feeling that might make him human

He rushes around like a robot

Never actually having a plan





©2006 Amanda J. Yantis-Davis


This broken road I found you on is littered with my sins,

But you saw that I was broken too, and showed me how to win.

I know that I have hurt you, and made it hard to trust me,

So please just hear me out, that is my only plea.

I love you. You make me smile.

I want to have children with you, in a little while.

You are the only man, who has ever held me tight,

I know when I am with you I will be safe at night.

I would be lost without the guidance you have given me,

You showed me the life I chose was not meant to be.

You push at me and tell me to do my best,

Even though sometimes I don’t pass your tests.

And you give me yet another chance,

To show you I am worthy of your romance.

You have never given up the hope that I’d turn my life around,

You helped me and showed me how to stay on solid ground.

So I say thank you for everything and for believing in me.

Thank you for showing that you love me and won’t leave.




©2006 Amanda J. Yantis-Davis


My MoM

My mom is strong and kind and wise
My mom is loving and caring and giving

My mom is solid like a rock
My mom stands tall like a great big oak

Her words are kind when I’m in pain
Her voice is stern when I’m to blame

She comforts me when I am sad
She lifts me up when I feel off beat

She gives me strength and piece of mind
A better friend I’ll never find



©2006 Amanda J. Yantis-Davis



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